Saturday, November 5, 2011

Stephen Fry and Me

The life of Mr Stephen Fry could hardly be more different from that of my own, yet reading his two autobiographies, I found he explained my inner most thoughts and feelings far better than I ever could. It was almost as if we were somehow separated at birth, separated by some 24 years and 16,800 kilometres, but none the less, I felt a connection.

The first instalment Moab is my washpot covers the first 20-years of his life and does so, like all his writings, with fantastic honesty and brilliant eloquence. It is this honesty more than anything that captivates, giving insight into the deepest thoughts and emotions of growing up long since forgotten by most.

The follow up Fry Chronicles follows Stephen out of prison and into the beginnings of the illustrious career he is so well know for but through all the name dropping and story telling, overwhelming honesty still prevails.

I have come to the conclusion that, take away the age difference, sexual preference, education and celebrity status, we are one and the same. I have found a kindred spirit and an insight into my own life that I can only hope to one day express my gratitude.

Friday, November 4, 2011

File--New Blank Document...


File-New Blank Document… How appropriate. It has been nearly eleven weeks, thousands of words, and my brain chooses now to go blank. So in true writers fashion I am going to write about it.  I see no other way forward.

Writers block I guess is what most people call it, and I guess I have suffered from it before, but something is different this time. Quite possibly it is the fact that previously when I couldn’t think of anything to write I could justify it with the thought that I was no good at writing. Now I have this extremely unhelpful thing called confidence.  I expect my brain to work now when before I could accept that it was just broken. “That old thing? That hasn’t worked of years!” like a broken down tractor in a dusty corner of an old shed. When you know something is broken and then go to use it and subsequently it doesn’t work, it is fulfilling both its usefulness and potential. When you expect something to work, it automatically becomes a ‘pile of crap’ the moment it doesn’t live up to expectations.  Today my brain is a ‘pile of crap.’

There are many ways to beat the dreaded writer’s block, some make sense like ‘work on more than one project at a time’ or ‘take some time off’ whilst others just make the problem worse. I have two that I like to use but unfortunately there are no waves and I’m all out of gin.

Testament to the fact that it just isn’t working for me today is that even now I am struggling to write about nothing.  My mind wanders to thoughts of cleaning the house or mowing the lawns, only then to realise I only have an hour until the taxi service I run fires up and the calls of “I’m hungry” and “What can we do?” recommence.  I think it is time to call it a day; I have just spotted an unopened bottle of wine.

So if you see me in the street or feel inclined to email or message me via social networking sites, feel free to shout random words, phrases or ideas at me that you feel will spark some inspiration.

Friday, October 21, 2011

The Fisherman - Written by Brett Wells


A long, graceful wave peels along the point.  A light offshore wind blows as the sun breaks the horizon. Harper sucks in a deep breath, filling his nostrils with sweet, salty air.  As he closes his eyes a smile begins to stretch across his dry, cracked face.  This scene had greeted Harper many times before, yet each time was new and fresh, bringing with it a sense of contentment, a sense of peace.

Faint voices appeared in the distance.  Familiar, welcoming voices that made Harper’s head turn ever so slightly.  Eyes still closed, he reached down picking up his 9ft log.  The board, like the voices, felt familiar, friendly.  The smell of wax mixed with the sea air, as the call of the waves begins to dominate his emotions.

“What you waitin’ for Harps?” jibed Blake as he ran past.
Harper’s eyes snapped open as he set off after Blake.  He had no idea at this point that he would be dead in 24 hours.

Today marked the end of the fishing season.  This was a day Harper anticipated every year. A torturous eight month slog at sea, and finally some time to reacquaint himself with a life that was put on hold every year since he was 17.  Harper had recently turned 35, yet his face seemed older, weathered by his years on the boats.  He had been offered many times to captain his own vessel, but first mate had always been enough.  Too many captains lose their houses, families and hair to want to go down that path. He liked his hair, and as for family, he hadn’t got that far yet.

As far as houses go, his was modest.  The doors whistled and windows rattled under the strain of the constant wind that plagued every seaside town.  All of this was easily overlooked as soon as you stepped foot inside.  The house became magical.  180-degree views all the way from the boat harbour to the right down to surfies point on the left.  There he was, sandwiched right in the middle of his two great loves.

Harper threw his board onto the grass and stepped under the shower.  The fresh water felt soft across his back, especially after four hours in the surf.

“So that’s it?  Ya’ done for the season?” asked Blake
“I think so.  Good riddance too, worst season we’ve ever had.”
“Must be cause for a celebration then?”
“How do you figure that?” quizzed Harper
“Come on, we’re all going into the city.  Sarah is bringing a friend of hers,” said Blake struggling to hide a smile.
The corner of Harper’s mouth flickered as he said, “what’s that got to do with me?”
“Nothin’, just sayin’ that’s all.” Barely containing his laughter.

Harper didn’t say anything.  Besides, there was really no point.  He and Blake had been friends forever. They knew each other better than their own family, and by now Harper knew resistance was useless.  Turning to pick up his board he felt a slap across his back, “7 o’clock.  You won’t be disappointed!”

Ding-Dong. “Huh?” Harper said awaking with a start.  “Shit!” He had only sat down for what felt like five minutes.  “Just a second” he yelled as he ran to find his best t-shirt and cleanest pair of jeans. As he flung open the front door he said, “How come you are always earl…” and stopping mid sentence he saw it was not Blake’s face staring back, as he had expected, but a sweet, beautiful face.


“Harper?”
“errrrr, yeah”
“Hi, I’m Emilia.  I’m a friend of Sarah’s.”
“Ah, Right. Ok.”
“They told me to meet here at 7. Sorry I’m a little early,” Emilia said with obvious apprehension in her voice.
“Not at all!  Come in.”
“Thanks” Emilia smiled, and entered.

As Harper followed the silhouette, caused by the rapidly setting sun, down the hallway, he heard the tone of a message emanate from the kitchen bench where his phone resided.

“Can I get you a drink?”
“Sure” Emilia replied, clearly taken with the view of the ocean that greeted her upon arrival to the lounge.
“Err, beer ok?” Harper called from the kitchen
“Beer is good.”

The phone went again, one of those helpful reminders that alert you to the fact you have forgotten to check the awaiting message. ‘Harps! Hope u have a good night! Catch ya tmo.  Blake’
“Prick!” Harper said to himself.

With a mixture of annoyance at his best friend setting him up, apprehension due to having a mysterious woman in his house, and whatever feeling you would attribute to the reality that he had nothing better to do, Harper entered the lounge carrying two beers.  “Have a seat, ummm, sorry didn’t plan on visitors.”  Looking around the room saw an assortment of books, clothes and half unpacked backpacks occupying each chair that inhabited the lounge.  “It would appear we have been setup.”

“Really? Maybe I should go,” Emilia said with a glance at the door she had only moments ago entered through.
“No!” Harper said hastily with what could be akin to desperation.

Conversation came easy between the two.  There was something natural about the connection, as if their friendship had been built over year, instead of mere hours.  They talked of the past, of lost love and missed opportunities.  They talked about travel and all the places Emilia had visited as well as the fact that Harper had always lived in this sleepy little fishing town.

Somewhere around 3am there was a pause in the conversation.  Not awkward, but rather expectant. Harper lent in and bang bang bang came a thunderous knock at the door.  “Wake up Harp, rumour is fish are swimmin’, gotta’ one more time!”

“Can I see you again?” Harper said softly.  No words, just a smile, a kiss, and she was gone.

“Gotta’ good feelin’ ‘bout this trip.” The captain said. “Ready the nets, lets haul these fuckers!”

The sky was dark, and the sea rough but Harper felt at home.  A wave crashed the side of the boat, throwing the crew off balance.  When Harper stood a rope caught him around his ankle, as the captain shouted “Now!” Before he knew it he was surrounded by water, the rope and net dragging him deep.  Harper tried to pull himself free but the force of the water made it impossible.  Moments stretched out as time seemed to slow, all he could think about was Emilia.  As the light faded and peace fell over Harper, Emilia would be left to wonder what could have been.



Sunday, October 16, 2011

The Busker


His eyes scan the crowd that assembles before him.  The strumming of his guitar becomes more purposeful and the stomp of his foot more intense.  Unknown faces smile back at his, and hands clap in and out of time with the music, but he hears none of this.  He doesn’t hear the rattle of the passing tram, the scream from rubber being torn at by asphalt, or the splash of coins into the open case before him.  All he hears is the sound caused by the oscillation of each string, singing perfectly to create the song he knows so well.  His head falls back as his world is plunged into darkness, and still the strings prevail.  Even his own voice is no match for the music.  As the last note lingers in the Busker’s ears, like a wave crashing in the night, the world returns with tumultuous applause.


Monday, October 10, 2011

A conversation between seagulls



“Look at ‘em down their George”
“What?”
“Look at ‘em!”
“Who?”
“Those people down on the sand.”
“Why?”
“There are hundreds of them, thousands even. They come here as soon as the weather warms up and just bloody take over the joint! They’re like bloody pigeons.”
“Where are the pigeons?”
“No, George. They’re like pigeons! They come down here, sit in big flocks taking up all the sand, and just dig holes!  I mean, what is that all about anyway? What are they looking for? Then they run into the water and just as they are about to get wet, they turn and bloody run away again! You either want to go for a swim or you don’t!
“What?”
“The bloody people, George! Ah just forget it.”
“Hey Alan?”
“Yes George?”
“Where’d all these people come from?”
“ARRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrr…”



Friday, September 23, 2011

Three Days

Below is the beginning of a short story I am writing.

Three Days


A long, graceful wave peels along the point.  A light offshore wind blows as the sun breaks the horizon. Harper sucks in a deep breath, filling his nostrils with sweet, salty sea air.  As he closes his eyes a smile begins to stretch across his dry, cracked face.  This scene greeted Harper many times before, yet each morning like this was new and fresh, bringing with it a sense of contentment, a sense of peace.

Faint voices appeared in the distance.  Familiar, welcoming voices that make Harper’s head turn ever so slightly.  Eyes still closed, he reached down picking up his 9ft weapon of choice.  The board, like the voices, felt familiar, friendly.  The smell of wax mixed with the sea air, as the call of the waves begins to dominate his emotions.

“What you waitin’ for Harps?” jibed Blake as he ran past.

Harper’s eyes snapped open as he set off after Blake.  Theses eyes, nor the rest of Harper, knew he would be dead in three days.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Up for an argument...

Hello... It's been a while.  Yes, your right, I could have called. I know,..... I'm.... ye....... OK!... well now that the awkwardness is out of the way, how have you been?

So after a brief hiatus, I finally have something else to write.  I have just started two new subjects a week ago, one I love, and one I am beginning to detest.  See if you can guess... The first is creative a professional writing, with an amazing bunch of interesting and creative folk, with whom, I greatly identify.  The other is Curriculum, with a drab, dull bunch of sheep the follow along bleating the same old nonsense they have been bleating for the past 30 years.

My week got off to a shaky start with a "discussion" regarding parking at school drop off on Monday, followed by 5 hrs of fishing with only 1 lousy flathead being caught.  The rest of the week has seen me dealing with curriculum.  I troll up and down the discussion boards looking for unsuspecting victims to berate with my self righteous nonsense, but this is all that is keeping me interested at the moment. 

You may well say, "you are doing a Bachelor of Education, and will have to deal with the curriculum every day" and you would be right.  But to you I say "Shut the Fu..." breathe, Breathe...

So did you guess which subject was my favourite?

Until next time...

Friday, August 12, 2011

TED

In a discussion one day regarding TED.com it was remarked to me that "When I have children they won't go to school, they will be educated by TED!"  I may have misquoted slightly but you get the idea.

If you don't know, TED is a conference that showcases great ideas and innovations that are occurring all over the world, and has been my savior for more than one University assignment!

It is a really great place for seeing what is happening around the world and possibilities for the future.

So here is a video from Poet and storyteller John G. Rives to entertain you...




 

Thursday, August 11, 2011

The Burning Man Project

This site was shared with me the other day, they have some very interesting concepts regarding creativity and community.  Read the ten principles and let me know what you think...


http://www.burningmanproject.org/about

These 2 statements are probably my favourites...

Radical Self-expression
Radical self-expression arises from the unique gifts of the individual. No one other than the individual or a collaborating group can determine its content. It is offered as a gift to others. In this spirit, the giver should respect the rights and liberties of the recipient.

Communal Effort
Our community values creative cooperation and collaboration. We strive to produce, promote and protect social networks, public spaces, works of art, and methods of communication that support such interaction.




Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Music and Passion

This Guy is pretty out there, interesting talk though


An Online existance

As a full time student, I spend a great deal of time in front of a computer.  I am delighted that now it is a 21" iMac instead of the old 13" macbook, but never the less, i spend more than my fair share of hours in the digital world.  During my wanderings I come across a lot of interesting things that people are doing all over the world.  Some of these are inspiring, others are downright ridiculous, the rest fall somewhere in the middle.

So until further notice I'd like to share some of the interesting ideas, endeavors and randomness that I come across during my online travels.

The First thing I'd like to share is a website that gives me endless hours of enjoyment.  Granted, the humor isn't to everyone's liking (not offensive, just random)

Ze Frank was first noticed when he sent this invitation out for a party he was holding. The invitation went viral.    http://www.zefrank.com/invite/swfs/index2.html

There is so much stuff on his site zefrank.com that has provided me with inspiration and more than a few laughs.  So I'd just like to pay homage to the man who was Ze...

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Where to from here?

Well we are more than half way through this foray into the world of a digital presence and it has been very interesting.  The World Wide Web is an interesting beast and one that is ever-changing, and I feel I have a better grasp on how we communicate using these digital mediums now and some idea, albeit a small one, of where we might be going in the future.

The Web has great potential to be used for the betterment of society, but also has serious consequences if we get it wrong.  Due to the removed nature of the digital landscape, people feel removed from the social interaction they are involved in, but the problem is, anything said online is potentially there forever.  If we are talking to someone in a face to face interaction, we are able to draw on visual ques and body language to make sure our words are perceived in the correct manner,  online we don't have this luxury.

An interesting point came up during one of the lectures I was listening to this week, and that was, over time the context of what we say, or the context of a photo that is shared, is lost and all we are left with is the thing itself.  I don't know about you, but for me that is a powerful thought.  As we move more into the digital world, these out of context words and images have the potential to shape how we are perceived.

I have also noticed a trend that we only get involved in issues or discussions that are contentious.   maybe it is the way society works these days (especially if you believe or agree with anything the "current affairs" programs say on Australian TV) But I like to think that we can interact with friends or even strangers in a positive way.

I thought I might check the discussion boards of the "current affairs" shows to see what "everyday" Australians views are... Apparently we are are indeed a pack of racist, narrow minded, neanderthals...

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Wikisongs

Hello there my weblings...

I have had a few posts adding to our song which has been Great.  Through my extensive research this week (a good 10 mins at least) I have come to the conclusion that this idea of collective songwriting might work better as a Wiki page.  For those of you who don't know what a wiki is, I have attached a video that explains wikis.


Now you know all about wikis, click HERE to join the collaboration...

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Songs from us...

Hello weblings...  Sorry for my absence over the past little while (maybe it has been a pleasant  absence, then for coming back I am sorry).

I pester you this week for a piece of your brain, just a tiny little bit?

I would like to try a collaborative piece of work where we all write a song together.  What I would like, from anybody who is reading this, is to help me with some lyrics.

The subject matter I would like us to cover is that of Dreams.  Not the subconscious things that happen whilst we sleep, but dreams that we have for our lives, our children's lives, the notion of giving up on your dreams or realising your dreams.  It isn't restricted to this, just something to get the creative juices flowing...

If we can get enough for a whole song, my pledge to you is I will record our collective song and post it for everyone to listen to.  Also, for anyone who would like to be a little more involved I will upload just the music so that you can record your own version and we can create an online band!

So for now write your ideas, share this with the people you meet, ask your neighbor, retweet or repost, the more people who contribute the better our song will be!

I have faith in you weblings - we are the world, we are the children...

Friday, July 1, 2011

Web kindness 2

This is a video from the 2009 TED conference.  It may appear that I have stolen Jonathan Zittrain's idea but trust me I didn't.  This does however add to my idea that we can all show a little web kindness...

Check it out HERE

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

My man Ze...

Over the last year or so I have been following a guy named Ze Frank.  From time to time I like to share some of his random videos.  This time I'd like to share a talk he did at the TED conference 2010. 


Share some of your thoughts...

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Online Study

Well there goes another week, fun huh?  The life of this online student is getting pretty busy. Assignments and the like, but as of yesterday my life got a whole lot easier, well at least it got bigger.  I am now studying on a delightful new 21.5" iMac... It is very sweet (happy birthday to me)

So I guess this blog is about my adventures as an online student and to give some sort of (albeit a somewhat random) idea of what it is like to study full time from the comfort of your own dining table.  Furthermore I guess this blog is about making my mark on the digital world (as well as fulfilling the requirements for one of my assignments!)  Someone posted this link on our discussion board this week and I think it is pretty cool.  Have a look and tell me what you think...

Make your mark...

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Big thanks to those in Romania...

A feature of the blogging caper is that I can see where people are visiting my site from.  I would just like to say a big thank you to the 5 people in Romania who have visited my site, or to the 1 person who has visited 5 times... thank you :)

Google yourself...

Hello my little weblings!  The life of an online student can be a somewhat hectic one.  This week for instance, well I won't bore you with the details, you'll have to take my word for it.

For a bit of fun this week I thought I would Google myself to see what weird and wonderful things I have been up to around the world.  Normally I am a scientist or something similar in the USA, this week however I was actually me.  Average, everyday, sitting at my table typing to you, me.  No amazing feats apart from setting up my Linkedin account.

So here is what I want you to do.  Google yourself and find the most impressive person doing the most amazing things, that isn't actually you, and share some links so we can all see what you're not doing.

Here is what I'm not up to today...
http://www.myspace.com/wellsb64
http://www.law.uh.edu/faculty/bwells/
http://www.frenchanditalian.pitt.edu/people/faculty/wells.php
http://www.huskers.com/ViewArticle.dbml?SPSID=4&SPID=22&DB_OEM_ID=100&ATCLID=3678557&Q_SEASON=2009

Now it's your turn...

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Web kindness...

So here we are.  We find ourselves one week into the world of blogging, well done.  In all, quite a positive experience and to my amazement some are actually reading what I have to say!  This is the most mind boggling part I must say.

Some reflections and observations that I have from spending far too much time on social networking sites were, indeed, unexpected.  Mainly the nature of how people interact, and more importantly, how easy it can be for some (definitely not all) to be negative with their interactions with others.

It seems to me, though I fear I may have already known it, that people in cyberland will post comments to a complete stranger in a manner they would never dream of speaking to their face.  Now anyone who knows me, knows that I'm all for passionate debate, but I fear that in the modern digital world we have forgotten the art of doffing ones hat to a passerby, and remarking with a kind gesture how smashing one looks today.

So my little web-lings this is where you come in.  I would like you, as you walk down digital sidewalks, to doff your digital hats to passersby.  I guess you could call it Pay it forward, web 2.0.  This could happen in any number of ways, a comment on someone's blog or sharing the site of someone who, in your opinion, is doing great work.  Be creative, be kind!

I would also like to hear your stories of how someone out there has brightened your day with a little encouragement.  Feel free to share these below.

Now, go out into the world, share some of your kindness with those you meet, re-post, re-tweet and show some web kindness...